Angela White - Blowbang

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This is my highly first blowbang! I get down on my knees and deep-throat off seven strangers until they deep-throat their explosions all over my face. And I love every 2nd of it! When I say that I love inhaling cock I’m not saying it to stroke your ego or give you permission to love this episode with a lil' less guilt. I actually, legitimately, love. sucking. dick. in a way that is deeply rooted in my sexual awakening and the story I tell myself about how I ‘became a woman’. When I was younger, inhaling cock was something I could do whilst retaining my dear virginity. Thru giving head, I explored being sexual sans actually having sex. And getting on my knees to produce a oral delectation was a superb way to avoid being badly finger-banged by men who had no idea what they were doing. This is partly why you don’t see me getting finger-tickled in my blowbang fantasy. I’ve come to positively associate oral jobs with a denial of my own pleasure… except that I gain delectation from that highly denial. Everything is always more elaborate than it appears. Yet, I’ve had quite several devotees ‘worry’ about my participation in a blowbang and about the ‘mistreatment’ and ‘submission’ it allegedly entails. As an interesting aside, these were not concerns lifted by my getting bigger chick and feminist-identified fanbase. They were concerns lifted by heterosexual cis-gendered masculine fans. The fact that I directed and produced the episode is not enough evidence of my fantasy to get on my knees and deep-throat off seven guys. The antsy emails and posts on social media from white knights explain that they understand the ‘pressure’ I am under to perform in ‘harder’ vignettes since porno is supposedly getting more and more explicit and that there is a ‘need' for me to up the ante to linger relevant. I anticipated this response, which is why I was so specific in the way I directed this episode so that there could be no way to error my agency, control and fantasy for pressure, dread or false consciousness. But it shows up that the folk mythology that cloaks porno production in a blurry mass ejaculation haze prevents some viewers from being able to analyse porno in the same way they analyse mainstream film; with a keen awareness of complexity and multiple and deeper meanings. There is a deceptive amount of work and decision making that goes into a episode that on the surface may sight like I’m just on my knees for 30 minutes. Thus, I’ve decided to wipe away the spunk from concerned eyes and point out some of the ways I convey my own agency and fantasy while chocking on a penis. I love having my face fucked, but one thing I was highly particular about was that I wanted to communicate my active participation and lust in my highly first blowbang. For this reason, I asked the masculine talent to be passive, to refrain from pushing their thighs and to keep their forearms behind their backs so that there would be no facehole nailing until prompted. When they entered the space, they were directed to remain passive while I actively unbuttoned their jeans and exposed their spunk-pumps for me to devour. It is me that you see enthusiastically and passionately working their shafts and fellating their spunk-pumps and it is not until nearly the halfway mark (13:30 mins in) that I request they “Fuck my face!”; their cue that they may now become active participants. There are many other examples of my agency during this episode including my multiple requests for more cock, my refusal to be considered a tart sans my consent and my unapologetic pride during my climax at the end - but I don’t want to break down every directed detail and end up demystifying the episode to the point of eliminating its masturbatory appeal. I expect that you love watching this wish even half as much as I did fulfilling it!